I’m not sure what exactly I want you to get out of this blog… I’m simply confused, lost, and kinda held down. I keep on wasting my time on things I know will lead nowhere, just because I need them for school… I mean is that exam even worth it at this point? that diploma… is it really worth the time and effort I’m putting right now in such outdated pieces of tech like freaking Delphi and Pascal and not the modern things that I can learn easily from all the resources I have? I mean… I did think that I may be able to learn both of them since stuff like MS Access shouldn’t be that complicated… right? the thing is, it’s not about complexity, there is only so much a man a can learn with the circumstances I am going through, I’mma keep the details to myself but all you need to know is how limited on time I am.
Recently I’ve noticed that SurrealDB and Tauri are getting a lot of interesting updates, but guess what, I still haven’t learned any JS framework even though I’ve been waiting for these updates as if my life depended on them, I enjoyed working with SurrealDB a lot, and I really wanted to use it in something serious, the same thing with Tauri, that shit is about to be running on mobile soon just how freaking crazy is that? I just can’t help it when I find myself imagining a working piece of software running these two beasts together, I MEAN THEY BOTH ARE WRITTEN IN RUST BRUV. And even though this is what I actually wish to find the time to learn I just can’t work with them, not right now. installing both of them on my system took two lines on my command line and that’s it, however I have to work with some shitty pieces of software that for starters ain’t even free so I have to use the cracked versions of them which is like one of the stupidest things on earth about this school I go to, like what kind of a goddamn school teaches via cracked software, and why the fuck are people okay with this shit? like… HOW. I just don’t get how nobody talks about this shit when it is a huge deal and a fucking meme, teachers showing you the way of cracking some random piece of software as if it is a holy science or something AND THAT’S NOT EVEN THE WORST PART, THEY FEEL PROUD ABOUT THAT SHIT AND ABOUT THE FACT THEY CRACK FOR LIVING LIKE BRO WHAT THE ACTUALLY FUCK WTF. It’s just embarrassing and this ain’t even in the top 10 list worst things about this school I’ll just shut up for now I’ve sad enough… really.
Anyways… Thank you so much for your time, see you next time. Farewell!
Seth.